Jay steps out onto the veranda, letting to cool night air embrace him. "So," He asks, not looking back over his shoulder to see if Eric's following. "What are you in the mood for?"
He hasn't really said this out loud before. To Aethalstan, he'd insisted that he would walk away victorious.
But now, with his face turned away, he says, "He's a 3,000 year old vampire. I may not be around to celebrate anything once he is gone." And then he gets up, abruptly, and starts walking away. Into the darkness.
Jay stops and drops his eyes, counting back from ten to clear his head. "Eric, I've built faith around the idea that vengeance will bring to peace. I don't know if it will be true for me but I hope it's true for you. I really do."
Jay lets himself fall against a tree and sigh. "Fuck, I wish I didn't like him so much." He mutters to himself, banging his head against the wood over and over. "What the fuck is wrong with me?"
He pulls himself together (and hitches his busted jeans again) and heads back to the bar.
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Date: 2014-10-18 10:40 am (UTC)"Yes. I needed him, but now -"
He will suffer. And he will die,
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Date: 2014-10-18 10:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-18 10:47 am (UTC)He looks away again.
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Date: 2014-10-18 10:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-18 11:04 am (UTC)To Aethalstan, he'd insisted that he would walk away victorious.
But now, with his face turned away, he says, "He's a 3,000 year old vampire. I may not be around to celebrate anything once he is gone."
And then he gets up, abruptly, and starts walking away. Into the darkness.
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Date: 2014-10-18 11:09 am (UTC)And then gives up and chases after him. "Eric, I know I'm human but if I can help, I want to. You don't have to go into this fight alone."
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Date: 2014-10-18 11:21 am (UTC)"And we are not going to talk about this any more."
He's half of a mind to glamour Jay, rules be damned.
He's not even sure why he told him.
Execpet that he needed to tell someone.
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Date: 2014-10-18 11:28 am (UTC)He turns to walk away, teeth gritted. Most nights he can deal with it but tonight Eric's coldness is pissing him off.
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Date: 2014-10-18 11:34 am (UTC)It's a snarl. And the next is said so softly, it is hardly audible.
"I keep seeing her face."
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Date: 2014-10-18 11:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-10-18 11:55 am (UTC)And then he is gone, disappeared into the air.
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Date: 2014-10-18 12:00 pm (UTC)He pulls himself together (and hitches his busted jeans again) and heads back to the bar.