After the fade with Tahno

[runningred]

{From here and after much rough sex.}

Jay flops back to the mattress, reaching to right the knocked over lamp. He rubs a limp hand over Tahno's outstretched leg and pats. "Thanks, I needed that."

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[hot_water]

Tahno stretches his arms and laces his fingers together behind the back of his head. "Yer welcome. So what got yer knickers in a twist?" he drawls. "Not that I'm complainin'."

[runningred]

"You might when you try and walk next." Jay managed a half smile.

Sobering up. That's not a fun feeling. Time to drag his naked ass off the bed and get another drink. "Had a bad week. Upset some friends."

[hot_water]

"Oh, yeh?" Tahno drawls, carefully rolling over onto his belly. Jay is not kidding about the whole not being able to walk well thing. "You wanna... I dunno. Talk about it?"

[runningred]

Jay shrugs and brings Tahno a bottle of water and a glass of whiskey before flopping back onto the bed bonelessly. "Not really. That's the bit I suck at."

He considers for a long moment. "I've been through some... bad shit in my life. Sometimes it... makes it hard for me to deal with things, or explain them well to people."

[hot_water]

Tahno stretches like a panther, and then scoots down to Jay's feet. He sits up, crossing his legs under him to take Jay's left foot in his lap. He kneads the pads with his thumbs, stroking down the arches.

"That sucks, man," Tahno drawls, shaking his head. "At least ya know yerself, right? And know how to get what ya need?"

[runningred]

Jay purrs lightly at the touch. "I thought I did, thought I had a handle on it but... I don't know. I seem to keep fucking it up lately."

[hot_water]

Tahno rubs the top of the foot, slowly working his way down to the sole, and applying more pressure as he gets closer.

"Everybody fucks up sometimes," Tahno drawls softly. "And sometimes, when bad shit happens, you get into a cycle of fuck ups, 'cause yer still hurtin' from the first bad thing and haven't addressed it yet. So ya pay attention to that, and repeat patterns--and all sorts of shit."

[runningred]

Jay lets his eyes slip closed, just enjoying the touch. He should be offering something in return, seeing he just fucked Tahno to the point of bruising but it feels so nice. And Tahno doesn't seem to be objecting.

"Yeah, maybe that's it. There's one kid-, young man," He corrects himself, "who I kinda took under my wing. He's still working out his own sexuality and I thought I could help him through but it looks I'm becoming part of the problem. I should back off and just let him be but..." He shakes his head.

[hot_water]

"But ya like 'em too much?" Tahno guesses. He reverses directions and rubs Jay's foot, moving slowly towards the top and reducing pressure as he goes.

[runningred]

"Yeah. And I've lost my objectivity as a teacher. I'm letting desire for him cloud my judgement." He sighs. "I gotta back off."

[hot_water]

"Fuck me instead. In like, twenty minutes or whatever," Tahno teases, making small circles with his thumbs in Jay's heel. He works his way around the heel with medium to heavy pressure, and then works on the ball of his foot.

"In all seriousness, man, that sucks. Liking someone--and I'm guessing he don't like you back as much--that's... that's hard. I'm sorry."

[runningred]

Jay groans at the pressure, loving it. "I would, but do you think you can take it?" It's a goad but a lazy one.

"I think he's very young and still very confused. And his ideals are different. I can't blame him for that. Doesn't change the fact I'm running myself in knots for someone who doesn't want what I'm offering." Jay snorts darkly. "He's worried he's using me."

[hot_water]

"Pfft, I can handle whatever you can dish out. If you can even dish it out tonight," Tahno teases lightly, lazily.

His thumbs presses on Jay's heel; while one thumb pushes up, the other pushes down, sliding towards his toes.

The boy cocks a brow. "That's ridiculous. And he ain't worried about bein' used by anyone, huh? Tch. He trusts ya," Tahno drawls. "So what're ya gonna do? Cold showers?"

[runningred]

"Can and will." Jay growls. "Although you're not giving me much incentive to move right now. " Not that he's complaining.

"I don't think he judges used on the same scale you or I might." He raises an eyebrow at the last question. "So far I've coped by pounding your pretty ass and bruising Emcee's perfect lips. As for what I'm going to do in the future, not a fucking clue."

[hot_water]

Tahno chuckles. "Yeah, that's what they all say," he drawls playfully, gently rubbing in a circular motion around Jay's ankle bone.

"Might be a good idea to avoid him, y'know," Tahno says, raising a brow.

[runningred]

Jay looks down at him with blatant challenge. "Just for that, I'm gunna make damn sure you can't walk straight tomorrow!"

Jay sighs. "You're probably right. Or just avoid any situation that might lead to getting hot around him."

[hot_water]

"Babe, I ain't walked straight since I was like, twelve," Tahno drawls, snickering. "But I welcome all-comers."

Tahno curls his hand into a fist to knead Jay's arch with. He rolls his hand back and forth, gently applying pressure with the tops of his fingers.

"Yeah," Tahno drawls sympathetically. "Otherwise yer gonna be stuck with an pretty awkward hard-on, and those ain't ever no fun. And my door's always open to ya, you know that."

[runningred]

Jay laughs warmly, kinda glad to know he wasn't the only one who started far, far too early. "You are filthy and gorgeous. And if this wasn't the best foot massage I've had in years, I'd be jumping you again right now."

[hot_water]

"Well, that ain't no incentive to finish the massage," Tahno snorts. "And I still got yer other foot to do."

Still, he massages Jay's toes, gently pulling each individual toe and sliding his index finger in between the gaps. Tahno rubs the base of each toe with his index finger and thumb, and then kisses the top of Jay's foot.

[runningred]

"If I had the will to make you stop, I would but that's far, far too good." He groans softly, just enjoying. The kiss makes him smile hazily.

[hot_water]

Tahno smirks, and picks up the other foot. He starts again with the heel, pressing his thumbs in circles around it--and using more pressure, as Jay seemed to like that.

"Yeah, bow before my mighty hands," Tahno teases. "Which turn ya to a puddle and zap all yer willpower."

[runningred]

Jay hums deeply, pressing into Tahno's touch. "Oh yeah, I am completely under your control." He purrs teasingly. "Remind me to return the favour some time."

[hot_water]

"Oh, I will," Tahno drawls. He spends about as much time on this foot as he did the last one, kneading and stroking and knuckling.

He kisses the top, and then crawls over Jay to brush their lips together. Tahno rests his hips against Jay's, rocking slowly.

[runningred]

Jay widens his legs to make room for him, tangling his hands in Tahno's hair and returns the kiss, a little more deeply. "Thank you, that was lovely. Where did you learn to do that?" His own hips move with Tahno's rocking slowly to get them back back to hardness.

[hot_water]

"My ma used ta go to this massage parlor twice a month," Tahno drawls, soft and breathy and cut with a moan. He peppers Jay's neck with bites and kisses as he speaks. "I'd go with her, 'cause I was this dorky kid in a new city that didn't have any friends, y'know? But I managed to charm the ladies there into teachin' me what they knew. They probably pitied me, really, but when I was older I treated them all to free massages."

[runningred]

"And made some very good friends in the process, I'd imagine." Jay answers, equally breathless. "I'm sure that talent's come in very handy."

[hot_water]

"Handy!" Tahno snorts at the pun, intentional or not. He bites Jay's neck, punishing him.

He laces his fingers with Jay's, pinning him to the bed. "Now, what was that about jumpin' me again?" he purrs, drawing his tongue up Jay's delicious neck.

[runningred]

Jay groans and exposes more of his neck. Very intentionally.

"I dunno." he groans, arching up as Tahno pins him. "You don't much seem like you want jumping right now."

[hot_water]

Tahno frees one of his hands and threads it through Jay's hair, which he tugs on, tilting Jay's head back to expose his neck further.

The boy speaks against his sensitive skin near his pulse point, fanning his hot breath over it. "I'm gonna take you real slow..."

And he does, exploring Jay's body with his lips and tongue and teeth, his fingers fluttering against him and pressing and scratching everywhere he can reach.

[runningred]

And Jay, feeling very mellow, is more than happy to let himself be explored and taken.

{Fade to black}